एक मिलियन जीती, पर रोई

मैंने उसका संदेश हमेशा के लिए स्मरण करता हूँ—अज्ञात, सभी lowercase में, कोई पंचनस्त्र-विन्यास।

“आज मैंने 12 लाख ₹ कमाए। परफिर मैं…बैठा हुआ…और रोया।”

कोई प्रशंसा, कोई सेलिब्रेशन। सिर्फ ‘विजय’ संदेश के मुट्ठि में —चुप्पी।

उस रात, मैंने कोई प्रतिभा-गणना-लेखन प्रथम गणि कभि * *

एकल अवधि

हममें से 多数—खासकर 25-34वर्ष की महिलाएँ—घर पर काम/फ्रीलांस पढ़ते हुए—शाम (शुभ) खड़्ग * *

प्रभुत्व का झूठ

लहौर (Lahore) से Bilal ‘थंडर-डीलर’ - ‘ओट-ओट’ (Zeus-like momentum) muhammad ka koi rupaiya nahi badhaya. Par uske aage? samaj mein sabse badi darr: kabhi ye mazaa khatam ho jayega? Kya main sirf paise hi na khoon? Kya main apni khud ko kho doon?

अलग तरह का विजय

पिछले महीने, हमार ses ‘Mindful Play’ session mein ek ne share ki: you don’t need to win to heal your soul. you only need to feel witnessed. in that moment,*the game stopped being entertainment,*and became ritual,and then became therapy. This isn’t advice for quitting games—but for redefining them. What if we treated every round as an act of self-care? Not by chasing jackpots,*but by noticing how you feel before,*during,*and after each play? Let curiosity replace greed.*Let pause replace pressure.Let breath replace belief that winning equals belonging. The real prize isn’t cash or trophies—it’s learning how to sit with your own stillness while others are shouting for glory*

You Are Not Alone in Your Silence*

If you’ve ever played late at night, lit only by blue light, and felt your heartbeat sync with each card reveal— you are seen*. * you’re not weak for needing this space.you’re human for wanting it. And yes—you can still enjoy games while protecting your peace.*Just remember:your worth doesn’t live on any virtual table it lives in every choice you make to return gently to yourself* after the last bet is placed* and the screen goes dark* sO if you ever find yourself crying after a win…* don’t rush to fix it* don’t delete it* don’t hide it* nudge closer instead* breathe slowly* tell yourself:I was here. * i was real*. * i mattered—even if no one saw me do so*